用法学习: 1. captain's call (Australia) A decision made by a political or business leader without consulting colleagues. executive decision I. a decision made by a person or group that has executive power. II. a unilateral decision. A decision that is made without input from others. So I made an executive decision and chose what I believed to be a very reasonably priced menu given the choices. disproportionate [dɪsprəpɔːrʃənət] adj. Something that is disproportionate is surprising or unreasonable in amount or size, compared with something else. too large or too small in comparison to something else, or not deserving its importance or influence: There are a disproportionate number of girls in the class. The country's great influence in the world is disproportionate to its relatively small size. A disproportionate amount of time was devoted to one topic. This sentence is totally disproportionate to the alleged offence. ...a disproportionately high suicide rate among young prisoners. A report by the human rights group concludes that Israeli forces conducted apparently disproportionate air strikes which killed Palestinian civilians. Unemployment in Iowa is disproportionately high. 2. put someone up to something 逼着, 被逼着 to encourage someone to do something, usually something wrong: I think he was put up to it by his friends. I didn't know what to think about Aidan's tales of taking up with Jamar and his persistent urging me to do the same thing with a big-dicked bro. The way he seemed in awe of Black men struck me as certifiably crazy. Perhaps he wanted company, another white boy who'd made the same mistake he did. It even crossed my mind that Jamar or one of the other studs put him up to it, although that seemed totally improbable since nobody inside knew anything about me. I sorta put the whole thing out of my mind, at least as much as I could. Sitting in a jail cell all day with nothing to do wasn't a formula for forgetting about my woes or avoiding wild speculations about what was ahead. take up with somebody (informal) I. to begin to be friendly with somebody, especially somebody with a bad reputation. You say that someone has taken up with someone unsuitable when they have begun a sexual or friendly relationship with them, and you disapprove of this. Sandy took up with a widow 21 years his junior. He took up with smugglers. II. If you are taken up with something, it keeps you busy or fully occupied. His mind was wholly taken up with the question. standing I. 地位. 声誉. 名声. reputation, rank, or position in an area of activity, system, or organization. Someone's standing is their reputation or status. ...an artist of international standing. He has improved his country's standing abroad. She had the wealth and social standing to command respect. As a pathologist of considerable standing, his opinion will have a lot of influence. A financial scandal would shake the Institute's standing in the international academic community. II. 位置. 受欢迎度. A party's or person's standing is their popularity. The opinion poll shows the party's standing has never been so low. The Prime Minister's standing was much higher in the U.S. than at home. III. the time for which something has existed One member, of twelve years' standing on the committee, resigned in protest at the changes. of many years' standing You can use the expression of many years' standing to say that something has had a particular function or someone has had a particular role for many years. For example, if a place is your home of ten years' standing, it has been your home for ten years. ...a Congressman of 24 years' standing. My girlfriend of long standing left me. IV. You use standing to describe something which is permanently in existence. permanent, rather than formed or created when necessary: a standing committee. You know you have a standing invitation to come and stay anytime you're in town. Israel has a relatively small standing army and its strength is based on its reserves. Elizabeth had a standing invitation to stay with her. ...the finance standing committee. V. You use standing to describe something which is permanently in existence. from a standing start from not moving: This car can reach 60 mph from a standing start in six seconds. long-standing having existed for a long time: a long-standing agreement. 3. wriggle I. If you wriggle or wriggle part of your body, you twist and turn with quick movements, for example because you are uncomfortable. To wriggle is to squirm and twist quickly. Think of how hard it is to hold a rambunctious puppy as it wriggles in your arms. The babies are wriggling on their tummies. She pulled off her shoes and stockings and wriggled her toes. ...wriggling worms. II. If you wriggle somewhere, for example through a small gap, you move there by twisting and turning your body. He clutched the child tightly as she again tried to wriggle free. Bauman wriggled into the damp coverall. wiggle If you wiggle something or if it wiggles, it moves up and down or from side to side in small quick movements. She wiggled her finger. His ears wiggled if you scratched his chin. Your baby will try to shuffle or wiggle along the floor. ...a wiggle of the hips. wriggle VS wiggle: Wriggle sounds a lot like wiggle, and the two words very nearly mean the same thing. There is a subtle difference, though: when you wriggle, you twist, turn, or bend as you move. When you wiggle, you make more of a back-and-forth motion. 故事: I didn't give him the pleasure of a response, but he wasn't done. "C'mon, Sunshine. Wriggle 扭屁股 that little tush for me. I know you're just itching to get a dick inside it." He was unnervingly
close to the truth, but I continued to ignore him. He ran his
nightstick across the bars on the window, laughing. It was apparent my standing with the guards hadn't improved. Summoning my best sincere-boy act, I told him how sorry I was for what happened in the hallway when I gave Jaxx a bloody nose and hurled he N-word at him. I called Murphy 'sir' whenever I could work it in 塞进去 without it seeming contrived 刻意的 and tried my best to be convincing. I took responsibility for the entire scene, saying it was totally my fault and swearing up and down that I'd never let anything like that happen again. In the back of my mind 心里面, 内心里 I was thinking I'd never let it happen because the next time I'd make it clear that the Black stud could take what he wanted. I thought I did an impressive job of suggesting that they shouldn't be blamed for the catcalls and whistles in the hallway yesterday, not when I'd caused the problem with my pretty boy looks and swishy (I. US slang disapproving effeminate. A swishy man behaves or appears in a way that is generally considered more suited to a woman. II. Something, especially a piece of clothing, that is swishy, moves through the air making a soft sound: a long swishy skirt. ) bubble butt. I didn't swish, and I didn't believe I was responsible for how the assholes acted – hell, I'd been the victim of a verbal assault by a group of thugs – but Murphy had no way of knowing what I believed, and my apology dovetailed ( dovetail 有机结合起来 If two things dovetail or if one thing dovetails with another, the two things fit together neatly or have some common characteristics. to cause something to fit exactly together: Their results dovetail nicely with ours. We tried to dovetail our plans with theirs. I'm following up a few things that might dovetail. ...an attempt to look for areas where U.S. interests can dovetail with Japanese concerns. It is important that we dovetail our respective interests. The government should dovetail regional interests with those of the country as a whole. dovetail joint A dovetail or a dovetail joint is a joint used for fitting two pieces of wood tightly together. ) nicely with his assessment that I'd been the problem yesterday. Taking a deep breath, I told him that I needed to make a complete apology to Jaxx and thought the only way to do it right was in person, someplace private. Murphy's frown and furrowed brow [braʊ] betrayed how puzzled he was by my request. He probably was wondering why in hell I'd risk being alone with a Black stud who apparently had designs on ( I. aim to obtain (something), typically in an underhand way. If someone has designs on something, they want it and are planning to get it, often in a dishonest way. He didn't even notice she had designs on him. Greece has always stressed that it had no designs on the territory. "he suspected her of having designs on the family fortune". II. informal 没安好心. 不怀好意. have an undisclosed sexual interest in. "a bloke called Kevin who, in Henry's view, had had designs on Elinor". ) my cherry ass as well as a very good reason to beat me to a pulp. But he nonchalantly said he'd see what he could do. Well, yeah I liked it and yeah it turned me on. Still guffawing ( guffaw [gʌfɔː] noun. A guffaw is a very loud laugh. He bursts into a loud guffaw. verb. To guffaw means to laugh loudly. As they guffawed loudly, the ticket collector arrived. 'Ha, ha,' everyone guffawed. 'It's one of Viv's shock tactics.' ), the Captain walked over to me, grabbed my jaws with his hand, and leered into my face. "I took you for a little cum slut the moment you set foot in here, Sunshine. I imagine you're gonna like what the bros will be serving up for your asshole. You're fucking disgusting. Getting off on taking it up the ass."
The Godz title sorta fit. They ruled the yard. I found myself wondering
what they'd be like in bed, although there wasn't much mystery.
Dominant, masculine, expecting to be serviced and getting what they wanted. That's what Aidan wanted me to do. Give it up to one of them and become his bitch. His black python inched 一点点的推进 farther and farther into my guts and it seemed like the assault would never stop. He relentlessly powered his tool into my guts, splitting my ass. I felt a stab of pain each time the stud forced his fuck tool another inch into my virgin ass. I was helpless to stop the assault and second guessed my plan with every tick of the clock. But I was in Jaxx's control now, and the Black God would dominate me as he saw fit. Somehow, I was a little excited about that and it made the pain in my ass bearable. The tears streaming from my eyes weren't the fake tears I manufactured to get sympathy. They were real. Still, I was determined to see it though. Jaxx bent down and growled in my ear, "How you like it faggot? How you like my black dick inside your lily-white 雪白的 guts? You better be getting used to it. Cuz you my bitch now." His words sent a little thrill through me, momentarily offsetting the pain before he began to pump in and out of my ass. I closed my eyes, tears streaming down my cheeks. God, I just wanted it to be over. Or did I? Jaxx quickly picked up speed 加快速度 and soon was rutting in my ass, grinding his donkey dong into me as far as it would go, pulling all the way out, and slamming into me again and again. As the brutal fuck continued I began to wonder if I could take it, but he kept ramming his cock into my boi hole, fucking me for all he was worth. Somehow, from whatever zone I was in, my ass began to relax. Quickly Jaxx's cock began to feel incredibly good inside me, no longer causing the agonizing pain I'd felt before. Damn. His hard, sweaty body on top of me and his huge slab of manhood buried in my hole were amazing. I hadn't been completely prepared for how much his dong would hurt at first, but I was totally unprepared for how great it felt once I got past the pain. Aidan told me it took him a couple of months for Jamar's dick to feel good, and I was already there with Jaxx. Maybe I was cut out to be 天生的 a bottom boy. Jaxx's bottom boy. If I had known how good it felt to get buttboned by a dominant stud with a big dick, I'd have been bottoming for each one who could get it up. Hell, I'd have been all over Aidan, begging him to slide his long dong into my boi pussy and fuck my brains out. Of course, I didn't see a way that another dude's dick could feel as good as Jaxx's. It was all tied to the aura that I felt even more as he pummeled my boi pussy. This time he went farther than he'd gone before and actually lifted my feet off the floor using nothing but his rock-hard rod. My body was impaled on his fuck pole. A moment later he tensed up 身体紧了一下 and blasted a huge load of cum deep inside me. His shaft lurched and exploded again and again. Every time I thought his cock was done spewing ball juice, another spurt fired into my fuck chute. Unlike the scene in Murphy's office earlier in the day, I now had a clear, close up view of Jaxx's enormous black shaft. I wished I had a tape measure. The bull cock was well over eight inches and as fat as a beer can. Nine inches? Probably. Ten? Yeah, quite possibly. Was his incredible uncut tool the fabled 传说中的 foot-long dick( If you describe a person or thing as fabled, especially someone or something remarkable, you mean that they are well known because they are often talked about or a lot of stories are told about them. You cannot go home without visiting the fabled art collections of the Prado. ...the fabled city of Troy. )? It might have been. A German kid I knew once bragged his pecker was somewhere between ten and twelve inches, or as he put it, 25 and 30 centimeters, and Jaxx was there. Twenty-five to thirty centimeters of hard man meat that had been imbedded in my formerly virgin ass only hours ago and would be again, on a regular basis. Twenty-five to thirty centimeters of fuck stick that he expected me to mouth. Jaxx apparently wasn't the patient type when it came to getting head. Growling, "You can do better than that, you little bitch," he took over, shoving me against the shower wall, grabbing the sides of my head, and forcing his cock down my throat. I was helpless and he knew it. He had me exactly where he wanted me, gagging and gasping for breath. I wondered if my throat would recover from being forced wide open by his thick tool. It didn't hurt as much as my hole had earlier in the day when he administered the brutal fuck down of my cherry ass, but I was certain I'd have a horribly sore throat afterwards. I tried to relax, letting him use my mouth to service his big thick rod. I wasn't even taking his entire shaft down my throat. Given how much trouble I was having with the girth and length of his tool, I couldn't figure out how I'd taken it in my ass. In the back of my mind, I understood I was officially and forever a cocksucker. It was a term I'd used with some glee after I spermed other boys' mouths, but now the derisive [dɪraɪsɪv] ( A derisive noise, expression, or remark expresses contempt. There was a short, derisive laugh. Phil's tormentor snorted derisively. ) term fit me. I wasn't particularly happy about that, but on the other hand, I'd go down on Jaxx whenever he wanted. Fuck. It was just a label. I didn't have a preconception as to what jizz would taste like, but I liked it. Salty, tangy, thick, and stringy. Maybe I was predisposed 天生就, 生来就 to like it because I knew I was downing Jaxx's ball batter, which gave me a little thrill. His cock jumped with each shot of nut butter, and I struggled to keep the cum in my mouth although I finally managed to swallow the whole load. I wasn't grossed out the way I thought I might be. I was sorta happy that the Black God's babymakers were swimming laps in my stomach. I got on my hands and knees, washing his slender legs and big feet, and looked up at him as I finished. He had a faint smile 微笑, 浅笑 that was hard for me to decipher, but I think I understood it. The soaping exercise had been a test, a way for me to show the stud how much I'd worship his body. With his junk inches from my face, I breathed in his manly scent and was overcome by his powerful aura. It only seemed right for me to end by kissing his huge feet. Hell, I'd be doing it sooner or later, and I might as well demonstrate how thoroughly the dominate stud had subjugated ( subjugate 臣服, 征服 (conquer) [ˈsʌb.dʒə.ɡeɪt] I. If someone subjugates a group of people, they take complete control of them, especially by defeating them in a war. to defeat people or a country and rule them in a way that allows them no freedom People in the region are fiercely independent and resist all attempts to subjugate them. ...the brutal subjugation of native tribes. II. If your wishes or desires are subjugated to something, they are treated as less important than that thing. to treat yourself, your wishes, or your beliefs as being less important than other people or their wishes or beliefs: She subjugated herself to her mother's needs. Reporters must subjugate personal political convictions to their professional commitment to balance. Health, common sense, and self-respect are subjugated to the cause of looking 'hot'. ) me, barely 24 hours after I met him. I bent down and touched my lips, pressing them against his right foot, but as I moved to his left foot, he raised his right foot, slid it into my tent and rubbed it, causing my erection to lurch. Slipping his big toe into my crack, he massaged my hole. I practically came hands-free. Jaxx watched me with the same bemused smile he'd had in Murphy's office and said, "Bend over and soap that tight little boi butt. You always are gonna keep it nice and clean for me." I did what he wanted, slapping plenty of soap into my crack and even slipping soapy finger into my hole. Still a little raw from this morning, but not awful. It felt weird to be washing my ass in front of him, but also a little hot to perform for him. I quickly rinsed my butt crack and dried him off. I didn't have time to run a towel over my own skin, so I was still dripping as we left the shower, with water running from my long hair down my bare chest and back. The guards never batted an eye 眼都不眨一下. Maybe they didn't know what had gone down. Ramon introduced me as Sunshine, although between the scene in the hallway yesterday and what had just happened in the dining room, everybody knew who I was. I resigned myself to the reality that 认了 the guards and the inmates would continue using the nickname, regardless of what I did. The prison's records had my correct name, but that was as far as it would go – none of the guards or inmates even knew it. Maybe a bit of anonymity wasn't a bad thing. I'd become Sunshine, the blond-haired trophy fuck with the golden ass. "Damn. Did he rip 操烂 your ass?" "Hell yes. It isn't easy to sit down. But I figure it's like lifting weights. You know you're gonna be sore after the first time, but you eventually adjust." I had no basis to believe that( basis the most important facts, ideas, etc. from which something is developed: form the basis for This document will form the basis for our discussion. on the basis of Decisions were often made on the basis of (= using) incorrect information. Their proposals have no proven scientific basis 科学根据, 事实根据. ) and was mostly hoping it was the case. My hole was still raw and tingling from Jaxx's first foray into it. Cleaning it out in the shower had only irritated it. The conversation veered off into something else 话题转到其他的 and we finished dinner. The other tables were starting to clear out and I got up, but Ramon grabbed my arm and shook his head. "Let the real men go first, darling. It's not worth pulling the tail of a lion( twist the lion's tail 惹是生非, 招惹别人. to tax the patience of or provoke a person, group, nation, or government, esp. that of Great Britain. To provoke a person or an entity (especially a country) who could prove to be a powerful enemy. Originally used in reference to the United Kingdom, the royal coat of arms of which features a lion. The president's advisors warned against twisting the lion's tail, but he mocked and threatened the turbulent nation in his speech nonetheless. )." I sat back down but Ramon's caution brought home how much Aidan smoothed the way for me. Most obviously with Jaxx, but also with day-to-day things that we'd talked about during our forced stay together. Turning to him I said, "I was sort of a jerk most of the time in intake 关押室 and I apologize, but I really appreciate you explaining how things are. I owe you big time." Aidan got a sly, mischievous smile and said, "Owe me big enough to let me have a little fun with the bubble butt everyone is talking about?" It was my turn to be surprised. "What the hell? I thought you were straight! You said you didn't like shoving your cock in a dude's ass!" He grimaced 坏笑 and blushed. "Yeah, I might have said that. But any dude would be helpless after watching your ass for two fucking days. As soon as I was out of that cell I regretted that I didn't do you. My morning wood was a helluva lot worse when I woke up and saw the round glutes of your boi butt underneath the sheets – or even better, on top of them. Gay for the stay, dude." By then the rest of the dining room was empty, meaning it was safe for the outcasts to bus their trays 放回餐盘. We got up, but something that kinda bummed me out was bugging me. I'd never had many friends, and despite only knowing Aidan for two and a half days I'd begun to think of him as one. Now it sounded like he'd only befriended me to turn me out. "So you only pretended to be my friend to set me up?" After I was out I'd unpack what it meant emotionally to be a dick-crazed slut. I'd been through enough of a journey over the last two days that I didn’t want to contemplate it. Jaxx entered after everyone else was locked in and ignored me, tossing his clothes on the floor and plopping down on his bed. It was obvious he meant for me to pick them up, and I couldn't resist scoping out 偷看 his bare chest as I took care of them. And checking out his junk. His soft cock rested lazily on his flat stomach, arched to the side so that the head reached all the way to his hip, and his balls were wedged in between his muscular thighs, one slightly on top of the other. balls-deep I. (slang, vulgar) With the penis fully immersed in an orifice, more often the anus or vagina than the mouth. Having the penis fully immersed in an orifice, more often the anus or vagina than the mouth. I like to fuck balls-deep. If they can't take it all it's not worth the time. He was balls-deep in his girlfriend and cumming in buckets. II. (slang, vulgar) Fully committed to a situation. I'm balls-deep into this essay; no turning back. I was lightheaded 头重脚轻的 ( If you feel lightheaded, you feel somewhat unsteady and strange, for example, because you are ill or because you have drunk too much alcohol. ) as I slipped into the cell I shared with Jaxx, and when the lights went dark and the King of the Black Godz crawled onto my back, I was quickly overcome and desperate for his cock. Whether he understood that or not, he acted like it, keeping my face buried in my pillow and repeatedly ramming his hard shaft into my sloppy boi pussy. I'd been stretched out 弄松了 by taking three loads, and Jaxx's big tool didn't hurt but instead felt wonderful. My prick was crushed beneath me, ready to spew my boi juice at any moment. Jaxx gave me an angry glare 怒视 and hissed, "You stay where you are and watch. And don't utter fucking word. Don't open your pretty mouth. You've been on good behavior since you entered gen pop ( the general population of inmates in a prison, or the cell blocks in which the majority of inmates reside: Gen pop has time to exercise in the yard four days a week. Administrators sometimes remove child molesters from gen pop and send them to solitary for their own safety. solitary confinement. ), so we're cutting you a break and not delivering the lesson we're planning for Aidan. But you're not out of the woods and still have to answer for opening your fucking whore hole to every damn inmate around. I'll take care of that tomorrow, understand?" Wide eyed and in shock, I nodded. Since my first day in gen pop, I'd taken pains not to upset him and had been mostly successful, something that seemed smart with the benefit of hindsight. But I was scared shitless about what he'd do to Aidan and me. Aidan's eyes were glazed 目光呆滞 but he was soon on the floor, holding his arms behind his back. He was sorta kneeling at attention. He looked like a helpless prisoner of war, reconciled to the coming torture. Jamar whipped out his big black cock and mercilessly 毫不留情的 shoved it down Aidan's throat. The white boy gagged and choked, but he stayed on his knees, his eyes betraying fear. So it went throughout the afternoon, as the Latino gang in our cell block spermed my boi butt over and over in a sort of serial gangbang. I sucked more than a dozen black and brown dicks and bottomed for every one of them, with each dude churning the accumulated nut in my hole into cum butter. The only thing that varied was whether the boys shot two loads or only one. I got several complaints about my ass being sloppy, but that didn't stop them from making it even sloppier. I relaxed, thinking that I'd survived Jaxx's punishment for my misadventures. But once again I relaxed too soon; he wasn't done with me. However, the lineup of guards gave me pause 却步, 踌躇不前, 犹豫不前 ( cause someone to think carefully or hesitate before doing something. "the sight of these gives any would-be attacker pause" ). Murphy was a jerk, the high school asshole who never got his fill of ( have had one's fill of sth 玩不够, 要不够, 不满足 If you have had your fill of something, you have had enough of it, and do not want to experience it any more or do it any more. We feel that we have had our fill of disappointments and emotional upsets. ) bullying and ended up as a corrections guard so he could continue to abuse other dudes. As bad as he was, the other two guards may have been worse. They were known among the inmates as sadistic fucks. Kim was Korean and Lopez was Latino, and they shared in common a lust to inflict pain that didn't bode well for me. By then, Kim and Lopez had rousted ( roust
[raʊst] verb If you roust someone, you disturb, upset, or hit them, or make them move from their place. cause to get up or start moving; rouse. "I rousted him out of bed with a cup of coffee". Relax, kid, we're not about to roust you. We just want some information. Bruce had gone to bed, but they rousted him out.) themselves. Even though it was still morning, they thought it would be funny to see what happened when I was blitzed ( blitzed [blɪtst] adj. slang inebriated; drunk. intoxicated by drink or drugs. "we're all hanging out getting blitzed as usual". ) out of my mind. So in lieu of breakfast they poured shots of Tequila down my throat. Guzzling booze on an empty stomach when I wasn't used to it was a formula to quickly get tipsy. After that, Murphy put me to work feeding and watering the dogs and cleaning up their mess. They were happy to see me and feeding them more or less cemented 加强好感 their positive attitude toward me. Once I was done, the Captain had a long list of chores for me, from dusting to cleaning the toilets to shining his boots. I swished and flirted, raving about how big the guards' cocks were and how great they felt in my holes. When he cornered me, I'd assumed that, as part of my punishment for fucking up with Aidan, Jaxx had declared my ass fair game 先到先得, 见者有份的 ( someone or something that people are allowed to criticize. to be considered acceptable to criticize, exploit, attack or pursue. someone or something considered reasonable to criticize: Anyone running for the presidency is fair game. Celebrities are fair game for the press. Colleague 1: Have you seen the box of donuts in the break room? Colleague 2: Yes. Why? Do you want one? Colleague 1: I am starving. I skipped breakfast this morning but I don't want to take someone else's property. Colleague 2: If the donuts are sitting in the break room, then they are fair game. Help yourself. ) for anyone who wanted to use it. But the more I thought about it, I wasn't sure. Even if it were open season on my holes, jock boy wasn't one of the inmates who would have been given the green light to use them. The prison guards delivered the final indignity of my disastrous day, shoving me into a grim cell and intentionally jerking the shackles around my ankles. I lost balance, went sprawling, and banged my head and elbows on the concrete floor, causing me to grimace in pain. Looking up at the sneering 蔑视的, 鄙视的 guards, my temper flared for the umpteenth time ( umpteenth [ʌmptiːnθ] You use umpteenth to indicate that an occasion, thing, or person happens or comes after many others. He checked his watch for the umpteenth time. She was now on her umpteenth gin. ) and I sputtered ( sputter I. If something such as an engine or a flame sputters, it works or burns in an uneven way and makes a series of soft popping sounds. The truck sputtered and stopped. Engines sputtered to life again. The flame sputters out. ...the sputtering engine. All I could hear was the sputter of the fire. II. If a process, action, or state of affairs sputters, it progresses slowly and unevenly or starts to end. The economy is already sputtering, with low or no growth. The battle sputtered to a halt in mid-October. The whole thing sputtered out. III. If you sputter, you speak with difficulty and make short sounds, especially because you are angry, shocked, or excited. Stunned, I sputtered, 'What do you mean?'. Our father's face had reddened with rage and he began to sputter. He began to sputter his reply. ), "You fucking assholes! I'm not gonna forget this!". When the lights went out at night, Jaxx and I went through the same drill each day. Since he was always the last inmate to return to the cells – apparently another of Murphy's accommodations – I learned to crawl into bed naked, face down and ass up so that he saw my exposed white buns whenever he entered. As soon as the guards retreated 撤退, he'd be on top of me, spitting on his big shaft and wetting my fuck hole in preparation of fucking my brains out. The anticipation of having his manhood inside me would drive me crazy. Having Aidan's long pole in my mouth was hot, too, and I never got tired of scoping out his ripped farmer muscles, even if his body other than his arms and neck was as pale as a ghost. Aidan's long thin shaft didn't press against the sides of my throat like Jamar's fat prick, but the horny hayseed ( hayseed = yokel: [disapproval] A rustic person; a yokel or bumpkin. If you refer to someone as a yokel, you think they are uneducated and stupid because they come from the countryside. ) soon was face fucking me, joining Jamar in a spit roast of holes. Ironically, he and Jarret had administered my first spit roast not long before, and I wondered if Jamar knew his boy was enjoying my ass every Friday night. I suspected not, in part because I didn't think Aidan would have wanted Jamar to realize he wasn't the first dude Jaxx had given me to. The episode with Jamar broke the dam 打开闸门, and suddenly it was hunting season on my holes( hunting season the annual period when restrictions on the killing of certain types of wildlife for sport or food are lifted. "officials have high hopes for this year's deer hunting season" ). Jaxx made it a regular routine to offer the use of them to one of the Godz. Word got out quickly that he'd declared my ass fair game, and the Black studs lined up to get their rocks off, not that they didn't dump cum in other inmates whenever they wanted. But I was the prize of the moment, the blond twink with the model looks they hadn't yet used as a cum dump. The damn prison beds were only slightly over two feet wide, so the fit was tight, but somehow that made the stud's body seem even bigger. He began dry humping my bare crack, sliding his big slab of meat between my ass cheeks. It was wild feeling it grow and get rigid. More than once I assumed his shaft was completely hard only to realize it still had a way to go as it continued to balloon. Earlier Jaxx told Captain Murphy that I was a tough little fucker with some spunk and I resolved not to do anything to undercut his view 看法 of me. For the first time, I had a structure to my life ( structure noun. I. The structure of something is the way in which it is made, built, or organized. The typical family structure of Freud's patients involved two parents and two children. The chemical structure of this particular molecule is very unusual. II. A structure is something that consists of parts connected together in an ordered way. The feet are highly specialised structures made up of 26 small delicate bones. III. A structure is something that has been built. About half of those funds has gone to repair public roads, structures and bridges. The house was a handsome four-story brick structure. IV. [countable, uncountable] a situation where activities are carefully organized and planned These kids require a lot of structure and stability. Establishing structure does not mean you need to plan every little detail in your life with no room for spontaneity. Having structure means keeping a schedule or routine, which includes making time for yourself, and activities that bring you joy. Having structure can do wonders for improving productivity, stress, and even anxiety and depression. For some people, having no routine can be physically and emotionally draining. verb. I. If you structure something, you arrange it in a careful, organized pattern or system. By structuring the course this way, we produce something companies think is valuable. We have introduced a more structured training programme. report structure A report structure is a structure containing a reporting clause and a reported clause or a quote. ). Serve da man. As I gawked at ( gawk To gawk at someone or something means to stare at them in a rude, stupid, or unthinking way. The youth continued to gawk at her and did not answer. Tens of thousands came to gawk. ) his bubble butt while he was peeing, I'd sprouted my own morning wood. I couldn't claim I woke up with it. While his ass had captured most of my attention, I'd studied his uncut prick too. What was with me, blatantly scoping out a dude's junk and boning as I watched? I'd never been interested in the dicks of the dweebs I'd buttfucked. Of course, I didn't recall any of them having as intriguing fuck stick as Aidan's. I shook off my strange infatuation with his tool, telling myself that his pale ass had triggered my stick. But as much as I'd admired his butt, which was damn fucking awesome, deep down I knew his fuck rod also caught my attention. I chalked it up to an odd reaction to the stress of being in the slammer. The moment would pass. You aren't missing any teeth 一个牙都没少. Not even chipped ones. You don't even hold yourself like a fighter. You don't have a fighter's instincts. I could tell that when the guards tossed you in here. Bet you never even had a job that required you to lift a finger. And look at your body. Some dudes in here have hands so big they could wrap them around your waist, let alone your neck. It's not like you're 6'4" and are packing 240 pounds of muscle. Fuck, you probably don't even weigh half that!" I resisted the urge to tell him he was wrong, although it wouldn't have been much of a correction. I weighed more than 120, but not much more, and the difference wouldn't have tilted the playing field. Opening my mouth would only have made his point. Frat hazing: By understanding their same-sex sexual practice as meaningless, accidental, or even necessary, straight white men can perform homosexual contact in heterosexual ways. These sex acts are not slippages into a queer way of being or expressions of a desired but unarticulated gay identity. Instead, Ward argues, they reveal the fluidity and complexity that characterizes all human sexual desire. What's more, the loyalties formed will be maintained throughout a working life in which the male, white and privileged look out for each other whatever their transgressions 犯错, 犯罪. 4. be of service to someone 为...服务 in the sense of assist That is, after all, the primary reason we live - to be of service to others. at someone's service ready or available for someone's use I am happy to be at your service if you have any questions. They made sure there was a car at her service when she got there. do someone a service to do something to help someone: You've done me a great service - thank you. at someone's beck and call. 召之即来挥之即去 always having to be ready to obey someone's orders immediately. "enjoy having servants at your beck and call". Cluster bombs can be dropped from the air or shot from the ground or sea, and the dozens or hundreds of bomblets they release can disperse ( I. When something disperses 散布, 散播, 漫布 or when you disperse it, it spreads over a wide area. The oil appeared to be dispersing. The intense currents disperse the sewage. Because the town sits in a valley, air pollution is not easily dispersed. II. 驱赶. 驱散. 驱离. When a group of people disperses or when someone disperses them, the group splits up and the people leave in different directions. Police fired shots and used teargas to disperse the demonstrators. The crowd dispersed peacefully after prayers.) over a large area. They were first used in World War II for the purpose of destroying multiple dispersed military targets or combatants. Cluster munitions are a method of dispersing large numbers of tiny bomblets from a rocket, missile or artillery shell that scatters them in mid-flight over a wide area. Speaking to reporters in Selby, Yorkshire, on Saturday, Mr Sunak said the UK is "signatory 签字人, 签署方 to a convention which prohibits the production or use of cluster munitions and discourages their use".
使命, 召唤. 命运召唤: 1. vocation [voʊˈkeɪʃən] 命运召唤, 召唤, 使命 (Vocational school 技校) I. If you have a vocation, you have a strong feeling that you are especially suited to do a particular job or to fulfil a particular role in life, especially one which involves helping other people. a job that you do because you feel it is your purpose in life and for which you have special skills. Mason regarded teaching as his vocation. find a vocation: She believes she has found her true vocation in life. It could well be that he has a real vocation. Diana was convinced of her vocation to provide support for her pupils. II. If you refer to your job or profession as your vocation, you feel that you are particularly suited to it. a strong feeling that you should be doing a particular thing with your life, especially because you believe that God wants you to do it Her vocation is her work as a neuroscientist. avocation 兴趣, 爱好 [ævoʊˈkeɪʃən] Your avocation is a job or activity that you do because you are interested in it, rather than to earn your living. He was a printer by trade and naturalist by avocation. vocabulary: Unless you can find someone to pay you to sip fancy tropical drinks on the beach, your vocation is not likely to be a vacation. Rather, the word means something you know how to do––or what you do for a living. The word vocation derives from the Latin vocare "to call." To become a priest, you need to feel that you have been "called" to the ministry directly by God. Their job is their calling, or vocation. An avocation is something you do because you love it. Everyone should make it their goal to have their avocation become their vocation. 2. duty call 工作电话, 工作相关的, 为了工作的 (work call) a visit made for reasons of obligation rather than for social reasons. He accepted a drink, but at first made it clear that he considered this to be a duty call rather than a social visit. a pleasant trip away combined with a duty call on someone in the family. the call of duty 使命的召唤 the feeling that you must do something because it is your duty. beyond the call of duty (=more than you need to do): His efforts frequently went beyond the call of duty. 3. 短句Invitation to Die (The Killing Game #1):" Clay looked upset. "It's usual for people in our line of work 干我们这个工作的, 干我们这一行的 ( line of work/business an occupation, the work that a person does regularly in order to earn money. He's in a dangerous line of work. the principal activity in your life that you do to earn money; "he's not in my line of business" 不同工作. 不同行, 不是同行. ) to have partners who make things rough for us." He quickly cast a glance at Hunter. "Our partners get scared, they get jealous, feel pushed out of our lives. This is a bumpy road we all travel." The kindness in Clay's voice soothed Tracy greatly, as well as did his words. "Clay's right," Hunter joined in. "Most of the time when someone gets married to one of us, they have no idea what they're getting into. As time goes on they say they didn't bargain for this 不是当初自己想要的, again and again. It happens no matter how much you love them, how hard you try to make them happy." Hunter was on a roll. Tracy assumed he was talking about his own marriage and must be missing his wife. "It is hard," Tracy answered softly. "But this isn't just a line of work 只是个工作, is it? We don't have a choice, it's a calling 使命." "Hunter's eyes lit up at that. Tracy obviously hit a chord 引起共鸣. "That's what I used to tell my wife," Hunter murmured, "those very words." "Was it possible she was still alive? Tracy felt in her gut 内心里觉得 that she was, and she was determined to keep Candace from dying. "I knew Candace and Andy stayed friends, talked once in a while," Wayne spoke between gritted teeth 咬牙切齿的说. "I had no idea Candace was helping him get over their relationship. That's going too far." 4. This phrase, though it comes from the Gospel of Matthew was used in a somewhat novel way by Pope John XXIII when he convoked the council, in the statement Humanae Salutis. It came to signify a new understanding that the Church needed to attend more closely to the world if it was to remain faithful to its calling 召唤, 使命(A calling is a profession or career which someone is strongly attracted to, especially one which involves helping other people. He was a consultant physician, a serious man dedicated to his calling. ), and marked a significant shift in theological method. 另一个例子: Stacey has now made up enough tunes to cut an album and a fashion line. Benjamin is close in tow ( in tow 紧紧跟随, 亦步亦趋 closely following; under someone's control. The nanny walked into the park with three children in tow. The manager went to the meeting with her staff in tow. Etymology: based on the literal meaning of a vehicle or ship in tow (being pulled with a rope or chain). ) but he seems to have found his other calling( I. A strong urge to become religious. An inner urge or a strong impulse, especially one believed to be divinely inspired to accept the Gospels as truth and Jesus as one's personal savior. II. 强烈的使命召唤. A job or occupation. a strong inner urge to follow an occupation, etc.; vocation. ): as House councillor coaching the HMs through many seasons of change季节变换. Michael, meanwhile, is stumbling about (even in the nude) trying to pick up the pieces 收拾心情 after Sam the Intruder blew up all of the House's hard-wiring ( hard-wire I. To connect (electronic components, for example) by electrical wires or cables. II. To implement (a capability) through logic circuitry that is permanently connected within a computer and therefore not subject to change by programming. III. To determine or put into effect by physiological or neurological mechanisms; make automatic or innate: "It may be that certain orders of anxiety are hard-wired in us". ). And speaking of Sam... Sorry. I lost my train of thought. What an amazing journey to date, hey? Dark knights to millionaires, Ryan Gosling to The Shower Boys, chocolate milk to talking fish, to Charne. Next week there'll be work to be done … but not everyone will be punching in( to record one's arrival at one's workplace at a certain time. What time did you punch in? I punched in at the regular time. )! And while some of our peeps may get a little escape, there'll be little to no lounging about ( lounge around (some place) to pass time idly some place. I am going to lounge around the house this morning. Don't lounge around all day. a lounge lizard (mainly American) a man who spends a lot of time trying to meet rich people, especially women, in bars and at social occasions The bar was empty except for the lounge lizard in the corner, who was obviously waiting for someone.) for anyone soon enough as our Housemates have a wedge hammered between them that may find them between the day-beds (沙发床 A couch or sofa that is convertible into a bed) and a hard place( caught between a rock and a hard place. ). It'll be enough to see some of them red-in-the-face while others may be left feeling a little bit blue. 5. mission in life人生目标. 人生使命 Is each day lived as though you had a mission in life? His mission in life is to expand the horizons of those around him. Picton-Howell's main mission in life was to record faithfully the minutes of the many meetings she attended. My new mission in life is to help educate others.
muscular VS muscly VS ripped VS shredded VS muscled VS brawny: muscular [ˈmʌs.kjə.lər] I. Muscular means involving or affecting your muscles. As a general rule, all muscular effort is enhanced by breathing in as the effort is made. Early symptoms include anorexia, muscular weakness and fatigue. II. If a person or their body is muscular, they are very fit and strong, and have firm muscles which are not covered with a lot of fat. He is tall with a muscular body. Like most female athletes, she was lean and muscular. ...his tanned muscular legs. III. Something that is muscular is strong and forceful. In the Commons he became one of the champions of a new muscular Liberalism. He has argued for a more muscular foreign policy. The country is financially very muscular and growing by the minute. muscly [ˈmʌsli ; mʌsəli] adj having prominent, well-developed muscles, esp. in the chest and upper arms. ripped = shredded 肌肉分明的 informal denoting or having highly developed muscles, esp abdominal muscles. having strong, well-developed muscles that can be seen through the skin: He is in the gym every day trying to get a ripped body. Pilates will get your abs looking ripped. a ripped torso. She's totally ripped. muscled 肌肉发达的 having a lot of well-developed muscles: She has worked hard to achieve that muscled body. What is the best way to get shredded? brawny [ˈbrɔː.ni] physically strong and with big muscles. Someone who is brawny is strong and has big muscles. ...a brawny young man. He was a big brawny man with huge hands. At twelve years of age, he was already big and brawny. A group of brawny rugby players started warming up.
